Tuesday, January 27

Loot

Disappointment is a colour
A luminous emerald
Lighting the dark of the moon

Is there nothing more tragic?
Hours farming redundant green
No uses other than scrap

No better swimming in blue
Players rehearse for purple
Striving for nothing but gold

Monday, January 26

Current

Life happens around me
Normally content to ride with it
Only when it slows 
Flows at half speed
You see it all
The potential
Washed away in the current
Careless words stain
Warnings to those who can't comprehend
Who would, but can't now
The current's strong again
They're being carried away
They're going under
They're drowning
You couldn't save them if you tried
If you stayed
If you fished for hours and pulled them out
If you thought to do this years ago
It's too late
They'd swim out if they could
When they could cross their heart
And hope to die
Now they just hope to die

Monday, January 5

High Horse Audit 2014: The top 5 games of 2014

Last year I rediscovered my love of The Grind, and that willingness to engage with repetition has persisted into 2014. It's not like I've finished any 60 hour JRPGs this year, but my word have I invested as much, if not more, time in games which rely on that hook: 5 to 30 minutes where you aim to do the same thing you've done 100 times before, only that little bit better each time.

2014 was a pretty uninspiring year for video games and, depending on your tastes, you might say that's reflected in the list below. I'm not that cynical. I'd argue that each of the games below could've ranked in lists amongst competition like Uncharted 2 and Red Dead Revolver; it's just that there's a lot more chaff this time around.

5. Shovel Knight (played on Nintendo 3DS)

The indie 2D platformer with pixelated graphics, perhaps the greatest gaming clichè outside of the AAA dudebro shooter set in grey and brown corridors starring angry, attractive white men. Still, Shovel Knight works as a love letter to the classics of hardware generations past, and as a game in its own right. Beautiful, challenging, and oddly touching.

4. South Park: The Stick of Truth (played on PlayStation 3)

It's a 13 hour long episode of South Park. For me that's Game of the Year material, for others that may sound like some fresh kind of hell.


Despite the premature level cap and some of the worst tutorial sequences I've ever had to suffer through, I dare say South Park: The Stick of Truth is the best licensed console game since Batman: Arkham Asylum on laughs alone.

3. Spider-Man Unlimited (played on iOS and Android)

Before this year, I didn't love Spider-Man. I love comic books and read them regularly, but I was never the biggest fan of Peter Parker.

I read the first volume of Superior Spider-Man and found the clumsy, though ambitious premise interesting, but I was still not a webhead. Then I played Spider-Man Unlimited.

I was hooked for a good few weeks, but as per my review, the punitive business model squeezed any joy I derived from swinging across New York's skyline. I downloaded the game again about six weeks ago, while I waited for a large Destiny update. It was amazing how much had been done to fix pretty much every gripe I had with Spidey's battle with Freemium.

Ranking up rare characters was no longer a frustrating matter of sacrificing lesser, though still essential members of my playing roster. There were more Spideys, including Spider Women and the Superior Spider-Man. More villains and environments were (and continue to be made) available, and rewards are doled out more liberally. You can now do everything on offer, without having to spend a cent. It's not that content and characters were explicitly gated, but the amount of time and effort required to access everything without investment has decreased significantly.

Now the joy of wall-crawling is almost completely unfettered. I can swing, punch and kick without Gameloft cynically swiping at my wallet. 

2. Hearthstone: Heroes of Warcraft (played on iPad and PC)

Carly, my beloved wife, rarely plays games anymore. She's a dedicated professional who is rarely distracted from her life goal of improving education for young women, so when you find her playing a game that isn't Spider Solitaire, odds are it's good. Or distracting at the very least.

Hearthstone is both.

I've seen this game help people deal with trials and failures, tantalising and preoccupying them with its impossible combination of art and mathematics. You bump pretty pictures and numbers together, and it's somehow one of the most compelling experiences I've had in years.

Its pull is strong, and it is constantly being improved. Yes, there are still cards that I think are a little too powerful (most belonging to the Hunter class), but Hearthstone's is a community that is monitored and well listened to.

Tiger Style a la Dr Boom

There have now been two expansions (one paid for, one free) which have substantially changed the way the game is played. Deathrattles and mechs appear regularly in my enemies' decks, but I still find myself sticking with tried and tested cards and strategies. I have, however, learned how to use a few more of the classes.

I text with a close friend whenever we come across a new strategy, or pull off an amazing comeback. We are regularly surprised at each other's ingenuity. That is the magic of Hearthstone.

1. Destiny (played on PlayStation 4)

This year, for the first time in my life, I lived alone. For just over six weeks I did all the chores, I did all the cooking, and I played a shitload of Destiny.

7 days a week, for anything between 2 and 8 hours, I would scour the ruins of Earth and Venus, the catacombs of the Moon, and the orange sands of Mars. I would hunt for guns and armour. I would help complete strangers through increasingly difficult combat scenarios, and we would dance at the close.

Destiny is such a strange game in that it doesn't start until about 20 hours in when you hit the standard level cap. From there, you enter this endless cycle of Daily Heroics, strike playlists, and Crucible (player versus player) matches. The struggles of the avid player rarely bears reward. In fact, the arbitrary loot system trolls dedicated Guardians into fits of rage.

I can remember one lazy Saturday where I was regularly outperforming my teammates and our opposition in the Crucible, only to watch them wreathed in purple. In one match I had literally doubled the score of my nearest colleague and received nothing. Our weakest player, several levels below me, and who failed to net a single kill, was awarded a legendary (read: really reeeeeeeallly rare) hand cannon. I almost cried at the injustice of it all.

Still I persisted. Still I plugged away knowing that Destiny is not a meritocracy, it is exactly as the title implies. Some players are destined for an easy journey, gifted with the tools required to succeed, earned off the backs of those who would work harder. Some are damned to toil for what feels like an eternity before earning the privilege of tasting that sweet purple stuff. 



Sunday, January 4

High Horse Audit 2014: The Janet Jackson Award

This year I've found it necessary to acknowledge the game that most effectively said Come Back To Me (it's a dope song, don't deny it) in 2014. Whether it was in a hotel in Paris, on the road through rural New South Wales, or flat out on the couch, there was one game that had me coming back throughout the year.


That game was, and is, Marvel Puzzle Quest.

There are many ways in which Marvel Puzzle Quest can be considered a better game than it was at this time last year, when it took out top honours in the 2013 High Horse Audit.

First of all, is the continually expanding roster and the maintenance of balance. With each month, a few new characters are brought in and offered as prizes in PvE and asynchronous PvP events. Older characters are not neglected: they may be boosted for specific events so that you have a better chance of snagging new, rare heroes, or they may have received some tweaks to make them more or less effective in battle. It may even be something as subtle as changing character artwork, like with the recent Wolverine update. Either way, the ever present team of Thor, Wolverine and Black Widow (Original) has made way for a great many combinations. I still think Legendary characters are a little too intimidating, but most fights are as fair as can be, given the arbitrary nature of Match 3 puzzle games.


The Team Up system replaces environmental attacks, which were rarely able to be used given their exorbitant cost. Now you can accrue a motley crew of heroes and villains with single-use attacks that can be unleashed upon building up Team Up points equivalent to the colour cost of their attack had they been in your base, 3 character team. This adds a whole new level of strategy, and all threats are transparently displayed before you enter any frays.

The variety of events has also increased to the point where developer, Demiurge have been able to drop the Dark Reign subtitle. There have also been delightful, once-off events like the Anniversary tournament which implemented a less stingy reward loop. Single player events are still prone to painful amounts of repetition, but at least the scoring system is a lot more transparent.

I've mentioned transparency a bit here, and I think that is the key to Marvel Puzzle Quest's success. It has revealed more and more of its secrets throughout the year, and those that were nasty or pointless have been mitigated to some extent.

Marvel Puzzle Quest is still a Match 3 puzzle game, so if that doesn't sound like your bag, then none of these changes are likely to sway you. Still, it was staggering just how different the game felt after having reinstalled it just before my trip to Europe earlier this year. Different, better, and, at times, far more rewarding.


Saturday, January 3

High Horse Audit 2014 - The most disappointing game of 2014

2014 was, for the most part, an uninspiring time for this pastime of mine.

The GamerGate hate movement represented a new low point for cultural circles primarily interested in gaming. I am loathe to use the word "gamer": one because it homogenises the diverse range of people that love them some video games, and secondly, as a few commentators have pointed out, the gamer is a dying breed. A dying, irrelevant group of dipshits thrashing about and moaning about "ethics in journalism" whilst attacking women developers and critics almost exclusively.

I tried engaging with those that responded to my GamerGate related tweets. They argued there was some good at the heart of this torrent of hate speech, but when they inevitably and passive-aggressively responded with ad hominem attacks, I had the privilege of using Twitter's block button, and not having to worry about having my details spread all over the interwebs. Being a white man, it seems, is an incredibly effective means of dodging misogyny, racism, and horrifying personal attacks.

This year I attended PAX and had the great pleasure of meeting people I'd interacted with via Twitter and other forums, and the response was unanimous: GamerGate is something that we were all ashamed of. Something that we all wished would go away. Quickly.

Gaming culture can lead to some wonderful things (image credit: http://indiegamemag.com/pax-aus-highlights-the-great-the-gorgeous-and-the-groovy-part-1/)

Still, I can't nominate GamerGate as the most disappointing game of 2014. Sure, it was the most disappointing aspect of gaming culture that crawled out of some shit-infested tunnel this year, but that's not the point of this post. 

2014 will go down as the year of the re-release. With new hardware, publishers are showing their courage by taking as few risks as possible. Any half decent game that came out in the last two years is sure to be fingered for a fresh coat of paint. A couple of weeks ago it was DmC: Devil May Cry, a few months ago it was Sleeping Dogs, at the dawn of the new generation of consoles it was Tomb Raider. If you're looking for innovation and the unknown, you'd best read a book.

I'm part of the problem. I'm a sucker for nostalgia, for games that I enjoyed as recently as September last year. I bought Grand Theft Auto V again. I bought Sleeping Dogs: Definitive Edition. I'm encouraging this bullshit through my own silly purchasing habits.

That being said, the most disappointing game of 2014 played on feelings of nostalgia, but it wasn't a rerelease, or a reboot. It was a sequel. A sequel to a game my wife and I played religiously.

The most disappointing game of 2014 was Mario Golf: World Tour.

Under the ZZZZZs

The last instalment in the series that we played was Mario Golf: Toadstool Tour on the GameCube. Its course design went from whimsical to just plain fiendish. Some holes would require you to smash the ball from tiny platform to tiny platform. You needed to use boost to reach far away, and spin to stop the ball on a dime. Expert play didn't take strokes off your game, it allowed you to make par. It was hilariously difficult, and one of the best sports games I've ever played.

Mario Golf: World Tour's course design by comparison is so uninspired that even looking at the game's icon on my 3DS menu is enough to put me to sleep. The visuals are technically proficient, but gone are the seemingly impossible assemblages of surfaces that inspired hours of practice.


World Tour is clean and soulless. It speaks volumes to me that I couldn't stick with it for more than a few hours. Carly and I invested months into its predecessor, and we still fondly recall its cruelty and question why we traded it in to afford a Wii. I'm not taking the piss.

Wednesday, December 10

Year 4: Places in our heart

Eiffel Tower
Textbook romantic hit
High places
Tears shed at its peak

Prinsengracht 
The never ending street
Solemn house
Near my ancestral home

Venezia
Floating high, sinking city
Nona's room
German tennis channel

Benidorm
New friends and love affirmed
Clear water
Loose Brits, sacred centre

Hospitals
Endless white halls, bright lights
Piss and tears
Moaning, it eats you whole

Gold Coast
We never quite fit in
Glitter strip
City of sun, no soul

Home
Always knew it was here
Together
In the heart of Melbourne


Sunday, November 30

Warm Sound

You begged me to listen
I gave in for need of distraction
Last night our hero cried

The ceaseless echo
A sound dispelled the legend
We saw him bleed like us

I played it over menial tasks
Like a party at a haunted house
He reverberated through walls

The songs were warm
My arms melted in waves of grief
Crashing as tracks changed

For days the album repeated
To drown out the sound of his howling
Without it I wouldn't recover